Saturday, May 2, 2009

i just want to take a break from everything around me and just forget about everything that i ever done or said. nowadays i feel like i am so lost and just dont know who to turn to when i need someone. take results for an example, i am sure i got the lowest for ss and during the paper my mind was so blank that i dont even know how to start and when the results were back everyone is comparing about their results when i feel damn fucked up deep inside. i seriously dont want leave ngee ann and i am starting to get stress, who knows maybe i will just give up on everything one day and just slack my life away. everyone is telling me study study study and you guys think i dont want to study? everytime i tried i just couldnt do it. maybe now is the time when i need to turn to god and start trusting in him again that things will work out? i seriously need real friends badly now! people that will understand me for who i am and not for what i will be.
So do not fear, for I am with you;do not be dismayed, for I am your God.I will strengthen you and help you;I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.Isaiah 41:10

12 Comments:

Blogger Jiakang said...

Lols life's like that, FUCK LIFE

May 3, 2009 at 5:36 PM  
Blogger esther :) said...

Hey ian, cheer up! :) Dont be discouraged! Sms if anything :) Jia youuuuuuuuu.

May 4, 2009 at 11:47 AM  
Blogger Fiona Toh said...

CHEER UP IAN DONT BE SAD :)

May 5, 2009 at 12:41 PM  
Blogger Teo! said...

OMG IAN YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

May 5, 2009 at 8:51 PM  
Blogger Genevieve said...

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May 5, 2009 at 10:15 PM  
Blogger Genevieve said...

YES LIFE SUCKS BUT CHEER UP IAN!!

May 5, 2009 at 10:16 PM  
Blogger HuiQi said...

U got to cheer up! i felt that way too. And who was the one who cheered me up? You and daniel! U told me that God will help me. Shouldn't you be thinking that way too? get a study partner. dun slack ur life away. u got real friends. (= cheer up. (=

May 6, 2009 at 2:40 PM  
Blogger HuiQi said...

emo gurl= huiqi

May 6, 2009 at 2:41 PM  
Blogger juz drop by at my blog and SPAM MY CBOX!! said...

hey ian.. daniel ang here... link me... http://wheretruthappears.blogspot.com

May 6, 2009 at 8:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey ian.
there are times when life feels like that,yeah..
but its during those times you learn more and get stronger (:

it may feel like noone's there, but this is when God tests you to look for him, to knock and seek, to give all your stress and trouble to him (:

If you need to just talk, you can talk to me , but the real help is from the one above, yeah ? (:

btw, the lj's just to post comments. so dont go look for it !

May 7, 2009 at 10:03 PM  
Blogger Eric said...

awwwww. i can't bother to read but cheer up. LOL

May 10, 2009 at 5:52 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

AIYO IAN DON'T SO SAD.
MY NUMBER ONE HOTTEST GUY IN THE WHOLE WORLD CANNOT BE SO UPSET. [Haha remember the joke? If you don't then this will sound stupid hahahaha.]

May 10, 2009 at 9:40 PM  

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